HEY MY PEEPS I KNOW IT’S BEEN AWHILE, I’VE BEEN EXTREMELY BUSY GETTING BACK INTO MY ROUTINE BUT NOW AS A WIFE INSTEAD OF A SINGLE MOTHER. I’M THANKFUL TO MY NEW FOLLOWERS AND THE COMMENTS FROM THE POSTS OF OTHERS. THANKS TO ALL OF YOU WHO TAKE THE TIME TO LIKE/COMMENT MY POSTS FEEL FREE TO CONTINUE I PROMISE I WILL RESPOND.
It’s been quite the whirlwind of a journey these last few weeks, I’m learning to adjust to married life with a man who’s about as mature as a popcorn seed, he has a lot of growing to do mentally, emotionally, and psychologically he’s that way because of early drug use in his early teens and throughout middle age where it stunted his emotional growth and kept him at that level he was when he began taking the drugs and in his case he was 12 or so and now must play catch up with his body after all these years. It’s been quite the challenge I’ve had my moments as well so I’m not putting it all on him, we’re learning how to communicate our feelings better each day by taking a breathe and thinking before we react, we fail quite a bit but we keep movin in spite of. We love each other, we spoke vows before God to love, honor, obey, YES I SAID OBEY, TIL DEATH DO US PART!! We meant it and we will never break our promise to the Lord because He brought us together in the first place.
We’re still honeymooning as much as we can, we have a lot of passion built up inside for one another because we remained celibate until our wedding night. We decided to become each other’s second time virgin in honor of God who brought us together before we were even born. Our story is in some of my previous posts feel free to read them and share with others, the more followers I can help inspire by my life’s mistakes the merrier it will be for me. As a preacher kid and grandkid it’s been quite the struggle for me, I haven’t always lived by the word I was taught as a kid, I grew up, went out into the world and SOWED MY ROYAL OATS until the ground became to hard to bear the weight of my consequences. I’m still learning from my consequences all these years later, we must watch what we say and do to others and ourselves because the bible says “Be not deceived God is not mocked, whatever you sow, THAT you shall also REAP (key word SHALL) Shall means guaranteed definite, FA SHO’ in the bible (A little slang in there LOL)
I’m glad we waited, it was definitely worth the wait because our connection is deeper than the physical act itself we decided mutually to honor and respect one another before walking down the aisle and I thank God for MY DAVID. We’ve avoided watching the TV because of the hate spewing across the screen on a daily directed at the President, his supporters, and Christians. Jesus is the God of love not hate, we must learn to love one another especially those of us who call ourselves a Christian. Jesus forgives us of our sins and shortcomings, some of us EAT PEOPLE ALIVE WITH OUR TONGUES, we say whatever we want to people especially white people here as of late. I’m learning to control my tongue with my new husband, sometimes he can make me really angry with his immaturity and insensitivity, we’ve bumped heads on occasion but never gave into the anger to where we would allow the poison to affect our marriage.
He’s made positive strides and so have I, were practicing patience in our differences, after all we’re a multi racial couple learning to combine 2 different cultures under one roof for the rest of our lives and compromising to those things that are detrimental to our relationship so we can move on and continue honeymooning. My peeps practice what you preach, if you expect the President and others to control their tongues why don’t you begin the act IN YOUR OWN HOME STARTING WITH YOUR TONGUE BY WAY OF YOUR HEART AFTER ALL “CHANGE BEGINS AT HOME” “HOME IS WHERE THE HEART IS” My David is a man after mine own heart and that’s why I love him so.
Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be acceptable in thy sight oh Lord my strength and my redeemer. Be blessed my peeps today and always